Dear Merciful GOD, Thanks. Happy Eid. Happii Danjikiake No Matsuri. :' )

...This journey is very hard~

it WAS me



Perhaps I can say that exactly one year ago was the hardest period I ever got. How not?! exactly one year ago I got a problem that made me really desperate. Just one problem but that's made me hard to breathe, EVERY NIGHT ! Until finally, I gave up, yes! I gave up, GOD.

But after that, I felt that YOU called me. I dunno, but that's how I felt. SWEAR :'
Although the journey towards YOUR path is very hard. This options becomes a misunderstanding with my friends. Very hard, it's really very hard.
But I was sure. YOU will give the best path for me and I can only ask, let the pain which I felt could abort my sins in the past. I walked and walked...





I fell, I shunned my friends because my change, I got up, I explained, I approached, I fell again and continue like that for approximately one year.
I didn't ask for anything. I just want to turn into a polite girl and become someone who has many achievements back as before, GOD!

Ya ! as said by someone who I love "I want to study hard for my future. Now I'm just as your best friend. No more. So, keep yourself well and be the best for your parents". *Waaaa these words very painful!!
But. I thought what he said was true. From that moment, I started let everything go, I just want to do positive things until now. I want to be a good girl, GOD! :"""""(







....My prayer began to be answered~ ^^.




http://www.facebook.com/liez.chan/posts/158978000783801

I began to love reading, until GOD brought me to a place that is now one part of my life. Maleber Children's Library. *and my goals had started from here.





http://www.facebook.com/pages/Perpustakaan-Anak-Maleber/199195426810623?sk=wall

From started reading inspirational stories, unconsciously I have spent dozens of motivational books. Schedule my life was controlled, because I always hold on to my visions. Ya ! to realize my dreams by to maximize my potentials, to empower others and to contribute back to my society.






Hufth..
Until now I still miss him and his family every day. I dunno what kind of answer he would give. I can't see him or them. I never want bad things happen to us again. I can only pray for him and his family in every time I face YOU, GOD. Moreover, I've found the way that I want and I became not want to release the guidance that YOU gave for me. :')

Once again, I just remember what he said, "I want to study hard for my future. Now I'm just as your best friend. No more. So, keep yourself well and be the best for your parents".





GOD, you're the all-knowing good and bad. If the road is good for me, then let me in situation like this; where I will continue to seek achievements, be the best for my parents and the peling important is being the best in YOUR eyes. Amen :)

Thanks for the tiring journey, thanks for the most valuable experience, thanks keep guiding me and thanks for brought me with great people and they are who have a good at gratitude. THANKS GOD. Happy Eid. Happii Danjikiake no matsuri. :')


So sorry for such a long prayer, May GOD always bestow us with blessings...

Cheers,
Liezchan

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It's Hard Decision

Association Internationale des Etudiants en Sciences Economiques et Commerciales* (AIESEC), the world's largest student organization, is the international platform for youth to discover and develop their potential so as to have a positive impact on society. AIESEC LC Bandung is 1 of 6 AIESEC Local Committees in Indonesia. It's member are students from UNPAD, ITB and UNPAR. Every day, we provide life changing experience for youth in Bandung City. In this year, we will open stands in over 12 universities around Bandung, like ITB, Unisba, STBA, Maranatha, Unpar, UPI, NHI, Unpas, UNPAD (jtnangor, DU, dago pojok), Itenas, Widyatama, ITHB, Polban and Telkom. http://www.aiesecbandung.org/

...I've been waiting the recruitment of AIESEC since last February in 2011 and AIESEC form has been on my hand since two weeks ago. But this day, I'm still not filling this form. I have some problems that always made me confused each I'll get started to fill this form. ya! there are some things to think deeper before I ask the signature of my father.

Problems : 

1. I have a class schedule that is not right yet in this semester. And I still must divide my time with other activities. *if I'm accepted

2. I have a new sister and she is baby. There is a feeling to be responsible more for now!!!

3. And the last, Last year there were 800 participants who applied and maybe in this year will more than before. I THINK IT WILL BE DIFFICULT FOR ME. But this is one of my desires since I knew AIESEC in last February.

If asked, Why do you want to join AIESEC and AIESEC exchange program?

"I wanna join with AIESEC because I think, I'll get more experiences in there, so that I could contribute more in the society (especially in my area). Like my visions, to maximize my potentials, to empower other and to contibute back to my society. And I think with I join AIESEC, my potentials will pursed and my leadership skill will increase." 

I think, to contribute we must knowledgeable. If we look at the procedures for a leader, we'll ask a question "What kind of knowledge that will we give, if we are not knowledgeable?". Read many positive books may very well, but I need more activities and references in a non-profit organization. discussions with different people from different circles. Moreover with a country that has a different cultural. And maybe by making many links and friends everywhere, I'll get a chance to realize my dreams one by one. Amen. 

What should I do ? My spirit slightly decreased by looking at my current condition. Love and worries a family had tied my wings long time ago. And my facebook status that I created on 02 August at 21:22 via Mobile "Ma, Pa.. terimakasih telah melihat tanpa mengawasi, mengingatkan tanpa harus bersuara, membuatkan kandang tapi juga tetap membiarkan terbang bebas. I do love you. More than you ever know. And I know, I'm not a good sister. But I try to do my best. :')" actually it's just the biggest hope for me in one day. Amen.

Hmmm, It's hard decision... I just have to prove my parents that I've grown up.

Japan : The Beautiful Country. *which always gives me more power

...Japan is a country that I want to visit since I was child.
The Spring
The Autumn
The Cherry Blossom
The rhytm of wind
The strong culture
The Universities
The style
and L'Arc~en~Ciel
Ahhh Japan is so Beautiful....
(However, it will not beat the natural wealth of Indonesia. If we cultivate and maintain it properly)

I dunno, but among the other countries, I'm most interested in the beauty of this country. For a long time I dreamed to be able to set foot in this country. And Alhamdulillah, HE gave me the way as slowly to know all the ins and outs of this country from great people who I meet. *before flight? Aaaaaamin Hha :D. Start from learned Japanese language ( Nihongo Kurabu ), talked about their culture, and forced me to continually learn the Japanese language *by itself.

Can you see this ? Ya, maybe it's bizarre and unimportant to share this. But, I'm very happy and I got more passion whenever I saw this picture. I deliberately stuck it on my wardrobe like this because so that I always see it. Every time after I do shalat, I always look straight at the picture, then closed my eyes and prayed. Whatever the prayers.

Ahh. Tthis is only my BIG dream; and this is the one that always made me cried and filled me more strength to worked hard. ye!! Work hard for HIM.

My Best Friend in The Holy Month

Marhabban Ya Ramadhan , Welcome Ramadhan , Happy Fasting Month, Purify Our Hearts :)

Ramadhan is the Month to do fast in Islam. The time for fast are 30 days until the Eid, where we should abstinence for eat, drink and intercourse *for who are married.

This day, I still have a fast and it's 20th days. I wanna say that I'm tired, so tired because when I fast, I also  must go to college and did some exams (I'm taking intensive semesters in this year). But, on the other I still thanks to the merciful, the grateful, the reliever, the just,  the maker of other, the bestower of honors, the greatest ; GOD because in Ramadhan of this year I was given a health for do everything in positive activities and I have some great people who can raise my spirit.

*these are the books which always accompany me every night =_="

I did a project or more deserve to be called an event in Maleber Children's Library, "Ramadhanku Kini Bersama Perpustakaan Maleber" *together with the great team of course ^^v. Ya ! the event purpose to empower children in my society to do positive activities, such as playing by books, learn  Koran and last we made a contest of drawing, story telling and reading Koran and this event goes well !! :D

I'm very happy because we can share and all you have become the best friends in the holy month. May God always bestow us with blessing, Happy fasting month, Salam Ramadhan :D