...This journey is very hard~
it WAS me
Perhaps I can say that exactly one year ago was the hardest period I ever got. How not?! exactly one year ago I got a problem that made me really desperate. Just one problem but that's made me hard to breathe, EVERY NIGHT ! Until finally, I gave up, yes! I gave up, GOD.
But after that, I felt that YOU called me. I dunno, but that's how I felt. SWEAR :'
Although the journey towards YOUR path is very hard. This options becomes a misunderstanding with my friends. Very hard, it's really very hard.
But I was sure. YOU will give the best path for me and I can only ask, let the pain which I felt could abort my sins in the past. I walked and walked...
I fell, I shunned my friends because my change, I got up, I explained, I approached, I fell again and continue like that for approximately one year.
I didn't ask for anything. I just want to turn into a polite girl and become someone who has many achievements back as before, GOD!
Ya ! as said by someone who I love "I want to study hard for my future. Now I'm just as your best friend. No more. So, keep yourself well and be the best for your parents". *Waaaa these words very painful!!
But. I thought what he said was true. From that moment, I started let everything go, I just want to do positive things until now. I want to be a good girl, GOD! :"""""(
....My prayer began to be answered~ ^^.
http://www.facebook.com/liez.chan/posts/158978000783801
I began to love reading, until GOD brought me to a place that is now one part of my life. Maleber Children's Library. *and my goals had started from here.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Perpustakaan-Anak-Maleber/199195426810623?sk=wall
From started reading inspirational stories, unconsciously I have spent dozens of motivational books. Schedule my life was controlled, because I always hold on to my visions. Ya ! to realize my dreams by to maximize my potentials, to empower others and to contribute back to my society.
Hufth..
Until now I still miss him and his family every day. I dunno what kind of answer he would give. I can't see him or them. I never want bad things happen to us again. I can only pray for him and his family in every time I face YOU, GOD. Moreover, I've found the way that I want and I became not want to release the guidance that YOU gave for me. :')
Once again, I just remember what he said, "I want to study hard for my future. Now I'm just as your best friend. No more. So, keep yourself well and be the best for your parents".
GOD, you're the all-knowing good and bad. If the road is good for me, then let me in situation like this; where I will continue to seek achievements, be the best for my parents and the peling important is being the best in YOUR eyes. Amen :)
Thanks for the tiring journey, thanks for the most valuable experience, thanks keep guiding me and thanks for brought me with great people and they are who have a good at gratitude. THANKS GOD. Happy Eid. Happii Danjikiake no matsuri. :')
So sorry for such a long prayer, May GOD always bestow us with blessings...
Cheers,
Liezchan
it WAS me
Perhaps I can say that exactly one year ago was the hardest period I ever got. How not?! exactly one year ago I got a problem that made me really desperate. Just one problem but that's made me hard to breathe, EVERY NIGHT ! Until finally, I gave up, yes! I gave up, GOD.
But after that, I felt that YOU called me. I dunno, but that's how I felt. SWEAR :'
Although the journey towards YOUR path is very hard. This options becomes a misunderstanding with my friends. Very hard, it's really very hard.
But I was sure. YOU will give the best path for me and I can only ask, let the pain which I felt could abort my sins in the past. I walked and walked...
I fell, I shunned my friends because my change, I got up, I explained, I approached, I fell again and continue like that for approximately one year.
I didn't ask for anything. I just want to turn into a polite girl and become someone who has many achievements back as before, GOD!
Ya ! as said by someone who I love "I want to study hard for my future. Now I'm just as your best friend. No more. So, keep yourself well and be the best for your parents". *Waaaa these words very painful!!
But. I thought what he said was true. From that moment, I started let everything go, I just want to do positive things until now. I want to be a good girl, GOD! :"""""(
....My prayer began to be answered~ ^^.
http://www.facebook.com/liez.chan/posts/158978000783801
I began to love reading, until GOD brought me to a place that is now one part of my life. Maleber Children's Library. *and my goals had started from here.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Perpustakaan-Anak-Maleber/199195426810623?sk=wall
From started reading inspirational stories, unconsciously I have spent dozens of motivational books. Schedule my life was controlled, because I always hold on to my visions. Ya ! to realize my dreams by to maximize my potentials, to empower others and to contribute back to my society.
Hufth..
Until now I still miss him and his family every day. I dunno what kind of answer he would give. I can't see him or them. I never want bad things happen to us again. I can only pray for him and his family in every time I face YOU, GOD. Moreover, I've found the way that I want and I became not want to release the guidance that YOU gave for me. :')
Once again, I just remember what he said, "I want to study hard for my future. Now I'm just as your best friend. No more. So, keep yourself well and be the best for your parents".
GOD, you're the all-knowing good and bad. If the road is good for me, then let me in situation like this; where I will continue to seek achievements, be the best for my parents and the peling important is being the best in YOUR eyes. Amen :)
Thanks for the tiring journey, thanks for the most valuable experience, thanks keep guiding me and thanks for brought me with great people and they are who have a good at gratitude. THANKS GOD. Happy Eid. Happii Danjikiake no matsuri. :')
So sorry for such a long prayer, May GOD always bestow us with blessings...
Cheers,
Liezchan
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